Music = life. Peace & love ♥. Lyrics. Concerts. Raves. Quotes. Gifs. Nature. Space. Sexy dudes. Thick chicks. Mary Jane. Memes. Coldplay. Fuck society. Everyone is beautiful. Your young, live it up. Dont be afraid to make mistakes. No one is perfect. Life is beautiful if you want it to be. It does get better. Stay strong. Grow and learn. Stay true to yourself. Do what makes you happy. I love to talk, so dont be shy. I follow back♥
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Its 4am and as i sit here outside on the balcony of the 5 star resort i know my parents probably couldn’t afford while we are here in mexico, I can’t help but think and just contemplate life.
It’s so strange how things happen, and how quickly things change and we don’t even notice until we actually sit down and really just think about it. We don’t notice the change day by day. is that a good or a bad thing? I can’t seem to find that answer. I guess it’s both.
Within the past year I have changed so much as a person. I am honestly not who I was a year ago and I know there are people out there who wish I had stayed the way I was then but I don’t. I was always the innocent one. The nice girl. The one that never did anything bad and had good morals. If I did one bad thing everyone heard about it. Everyone said something about it and it was just horrible. I felt like I had to live up to the title I had as the “nice girl”. It was so much pressure. It made me so unhappy because I felt like I couldn’t do anything I wanted to do. Then once I stopped tying to live up to the title and decided that I would do what I wanted, everyone gave me crap. It broke their hearts. But if they would just know that it broke mine to not be myself, maybe they would understand.
I am finally happy. I feel like I am getting closer to discovering who I really am instead who everyone wanted me to be or thought me to be. I feel free finally but I am unhappy because truth is my family hardly knows me. They think I’m shy, quite, rude, awkward and timid. I guess it’s more of my older sister who thinks this but her word means a lot and that’s how she describes me to EVERYONE. I am the exact opposite of how my family perceives me. With them I just can’t be myself. I don’t feel expected and i feel judged all the time so I’m not myself with them. I wish It wasn’t that way. They say that your immediate family are the people that know you the best. Not in my case. I wish my family would accept me for who I am. I wish my family would understand that who I was a year ago, or even before then, wasn’t me. Maybe one day they will.
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I got asked if I wanted a boyfriend and I said hell no. I got asked if I liked someone and I said no. I got asked if i was interested in someone and I said no. I got asked if there’s someone I think is cool and I could one day maybe see myself liking and I said no. Then they told me to really think, so I did.
After thinking i realized There are two people but here’s the thing. One is moving to LA at the end of June and the other lives in San Jose (not my ex btw) SEE IM FUCKING CURSED. Why cant there be someone cool in the city i live for once? Why do they always have to live far? Ill just be forever alone!
